Another Saturday morning chat with Pierre. Eldar and JeffS explore dreams with Pierre, and Regina a state of mind she's been having lately.
There’s a new guy that’s gonna start working with us, I think it’s his first day. We’re talking to him and Phillip, my boss, says something about the new guys beard. Then Phillip says “Mine is just starting to come out, Eldar thought that I should grow my beard back out.” I’m kind of giggling in a polite way. I was thinking of saying “I definitely think you should grow it back out!” but I thought I better not, because I don’t wanna bug him.
And then the new guy and l are walking away and then jokingly I say to him “Your beard looks amazing man, your beard looks amazing!” while looking back at Phillip with a smile, I say it in a manner as if I’m whispering, but Phil can hear it. I’m just pretending that we’re talking in secret.
I think we’re all headed to the work—site and the new guy is kind of jogging in front of me, and then he does a couple of moves, like he’s a rugby player doing drills. He’s playing around doing side-steps and stuff like that. I’m also jogging behind him. Then he gets into a car, and I’m still jogging. Then Phillip drives up next to me to pick me up. He stops and I get into the car.
He’s driving kind of fast and he starts turning to make corner, quite fast and dangerous. He’s turning and it looks like he’s about to hit the side of a building, and bang! He actually does. He hits the side of the building on my side of the car, by a big margin. (it wasn’t like he clipped the building) And he’s like “Oh fuck!” and I’m like “Holy crap! Holy shit...” Phillip doesn’t seem so surprised or angry by it. And then he keeps driving. And I’m wondering did he mean to do that or... is he... what's going on here?
He keeps driving and now we’re in some really big, really long back alley, and he’s racing down this alley really fast, going faster and faster. I say something like “Wow, this alley is so cool, you can just go super fast!” and then up ahead there are two really big dolls. In the middle of the alley there’s a giant doll and another one to the side. Phil starts aiming to the side and the doll starts moving towards the side wall, and then Phil is aiming towards the side wall as well.
And then the camera angle changes and I’m seeing the alley from the side, and I’m seeing the doll and there’s a child inside the doll. And then we with the car come through and we go through the doll and it looks like we hit the kid as well.
Then the camera angle changes and we’re speeding. Then we’re in a different car, but still driving around like crazy, and hitting things and hitting people. It’s like he's rampaging through the city.
So I am talking with a psychiatrist -- I am the patient. He listens, and when I'm done, he gets out of his chair, and goes over to some kind of horizontal platform or bed or couch next to his chair. So I come over and sit in his chair. And I think it's kind of interesting that I'm in his chair. I'm noticing that. He is lying down right next to me, like he is exhaused. His head is next to what looks like an old phone message machine. And on the machine are a couple of green digits lit up: '36'.
And he says, “So you have a bunch of little wierd things.” So I say, “Uh, oh! Here it comes!”, kind of half-joking to lighten the mood. But I want to hear what he has to say. But he doesn't answer.
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